what on earth had happen?
Tuesday, September 25, 2007
I am soooooo frustrated,angry,sad and dissapointed as Chelsea's fans....the only different here is the situation...The special one who is full of charisma had left Chelsea and Avram Grant which does not have required coaching badge to coach a Big club has took his place..Chelsea had lost to Man U 2-0 and who should we Booed to? the wealthy russian owner for sacking Jose?nah...he had splash out a lot of money for the blues so producing good result is a must,so we should rather booed to GRant for not having the required qualification to coach a big club and also for not even being a soccer player! how on earth are u going to coach a Big club with tht experienced??well talking about it I just remembered how students were unhappy with the new guy in the block..especially boys..he is ordering around like his the president in our school...excuse me? it is fasting month for godness sake and u are a..........so u should know how to say it politely as students is looking at you as an ...........obviously students like him better then u as people talks....too bad you can't replace him...you should know how to interact with teenagers...we are teenagers not children got it?
Back to the first sentence....bloody hell....I got 9/20 for my physics paper 1...what happen?? where did I went wrong....this is a disaster...I had just made a history for my physics subject!! I had been a top 4 or 5 student in physics and I had doing it quite well....but tht was then tht is the year 2006...but the departure of someone had made it all topsy turvy...all the physics students were sad of course..and could not accept the departure of him and his substitude...but we tried our best to accept the substitude the way he is and countinue our journey.....since then I didnt really do well for my physics subject eventhough I tried my best...it is whole half year of dissapointment like D7,C6,C5...waiting for the final year to strike back...and yah I managed to get A2 for my mid year...but then...prelims....what had happen?? I tried my best...but then..this is what happen....my mates(boys) will always expect me to get better grades then them...and i would always say tht "no lah..I don't know man..I didn't learn a lot" It was pity for Ismail for not betting on me failing my physics, else $100 will be his from me...
Well there you go.....a boy who received 9 for his physics paper 1...a boy who onced a top students in physics...but now bottom 4 or 5 perharps....all had went wrong...a wise friend of mine told me..." over confident can destroy your goals"....but I had tried since 2007 for not being over confident....I had tried it mate...I had tried it....but what went wrong??...did I just lost the touch? did i just lost the knowledge? the passion?? erghh!!!! GOD!!! please don't let this happen to me during my O level....readers..please pray for me....
