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Nyala
Monday, December 31, 2007

Aku akan Nyala

Assalamualaikum...memandangkan diri ini harus bangkit dan menerima keadaan bahawa 2008 sudah pun tiba dan 2007 sudah pergi...aku ingin memberikan diriku perangsang..jadi aku tukarlah lagu teman istimewa kepada Nyala...lagu ini telah membuatku semangat utk bernyala...tetapi sayang bermaksud di lagu ini adalah semangat...semangat akan bersama denganku sehinggalah aku benar2 nyala...

Kala engkau tersungkur di hati
Daku mencurah kasih abadi
Renungkan janji mataku ini
Yakinilah bisa akhirnya

Dengarlah mereka persendakan
Usah gentar menawani cita
Terusan melangkah ke hujungnya
Bangkit segera semangatmu

Tegarkan jiwa jauh dari luka
Biar nyala jangan matikannya
Teguh... gapaikanlah impian itu

Hapuskan duka biar genggam bara
dalam kalbu
Ku percayakanmu
Segalanya... pasti

Pimpini erat tanganku sayang
Kita bersama menanti sinar
Mimpimu menjelang jadi nyata
Tunggu saatnya, kan dimiliki

Tegarkan jiwa jauh dari luka
Biar nyala jangan matikannya
Teguh... gapaikanlah impian itu

Hapuskan duka biar genggam bara
dalam kalbu
Ku percayakanmu
Segalanya... pasti

Hapuskan duka biar genggam bara
dalam kalbu
Ku percayakanmu
Segalanya... percayalah
Segalanya... pasti


Akan diriku kembali apabila sudah berNYALA










2008
Sunday, December 30, 2007

2008 am not welcoming you yet....

"Yeah!!! 2008 is near!! another 1 more day to 2008!! cnt wait to leave 2007"...and so on...most of us obviously well atleast most of the people I know would say tht so...but am just not ready to to welcome 2008.....2007 is full of meaningful memorise to me...am sooo not ready to leave 2007....I made a lot of new friends this year...but I have to "leave" them as I will not be seeing them anymore...well I also get to know my juniors better and had created a wonderful bonding with them...but it is sad tht I will not feel the atmosphere again...2008 means tht am going to "leave" all the great feelings...I even grad from my beloved school...I love my school so much...the atmosphere..the teachers,the students the spirit and so on...I wont feel all that anymore eventhough when am with my sec 5'07 mates, I wont feel the same...

Sec 5'07..it seems tht am moving away from u all...at first am confident that wht T.best said tht "Your secondary school classmates are your true friends" but after graduating from the school...I am in doubt...maybe am not soo free as the rest of my mates,they can go out and hang out whenever or wherever they want...I can't...my family and cousins are active in gathering...so I usually get involve with them....and this year I also get involved with SC a lot as for me it will be my last task as an advisor to the exco....even that I was criticized by some people, abeh ckp kt belakang org plak tu...well am no superman k?...I am involved with SC coz I love SC soo much..I don't want SC to be scraped out from school....as for me SC had changed the school it had made the diff....without SC I dont think theres any sense of belonging from the students, I dont think seniors and juniors knows each other, I dont think there will be a bonding between the teachers and the students...

2008 also means tht I will not see some people which always made my day during school time...theres sooo much i want to key in for not welcoming 2008..but I just cant do it....diri in tk terdaya...sure what closety said is true internet and handphone ada utk ape? but is it the same when u got to see tht person and just chatting or smsing tht person? sure is diff right?...well I dunno why I wantede to put this song...so enjoy..it is really a great song from westlife...a pleasant song to listen to..


Nothing
Tuesday, December 25, 2007

just updating my blog...yar...right...hmm...why am i not in the mood to update a "story" eh right now..hmm...tired kot? actually there are some things which I wanna key in...like picnic with couz,Hired for One day,Our secondary mates are our true friends but am I left behind? ha tu ah...ah ape2lah heres a vid from a korean series "my girl" dunno why i put this vid..ape2 tgk lah k n enjoy niwae last2 ada censored sikit uh...sorry...


update lah ni
Sunday, December 23, 2007

kiez finally!!!! lappy!! how I miss u!! how could they(my couz and mkck pkck all tht uh) sanggup pisahkan kte org dgn adakan gathering gathering gathering gathering and gathering from asar to late night for 4 days straight!!!...thts the reason I didnt get the chance to update my blog..hiya...kiez..

CONGRATES TO HADY MIRZA!!!!! BANGGALAH GUE LU MENANG ASIAN IDOL WA CAYA SAMA LU LAH!!! hehe...HAdy is my good friend ah..dulu masa kecik2 kte slalu tangkap2 burung merpati..hehe tu pasal lagu merpati tu dia uat..hehe..well its ok my brother Taufik tk participate coz we had discussed wth the hype family and decicded to let Hady participate it..we actually had planned our own strategy for Hady...our strategy is super top secret tht only the hype family knows..hehe..thts why our boss Ken Lim is very relaxed during the Asian Idol coz he knew tht Hady will win all along...and so are we..hehe...we are very intelligent!!! yeah! hehe...

And finally!! finished the series of My Girl!!! yeah!! its Korean ler..watched till 4am !! for the last episode..semangat eh?? hehe..thx to besty's sis for lending me the dvd..

Arsenal won against Spurs yesterday and is all about Zuhaily against Muzakkir in our house...like usual of coz the better team won...poor Muzakkir..lost the match..hahax...and its was really a nice match after the whistle blew for full time I wanted to shake muz's hand and he ignored what a loser...hahax!!

O level result is getting near..but how strange am not looking forward for it..haizz...maybe I dont want to dissapoint myself or I had adapt with redha..tht is whatever result I get..I will pasrah..or perharps I felt tht I should not be worried about anythng coz when theres a will to study theres a way eventhough when ur O lvl result is bad..theres a lot of choices actually...but hey!! study for u r O level really hard tau!! so wider choices!! eventhough the not so good result hv choices juga..but it is not wide ait and not tht good..tht is the choices lah...KUIS is my first choice.but eventually my mum wont let me go to MAlaysia..haizz...so am staying spore..my beloved country yeah! hehe..oh yah!! maybe am not worried coz am not planning to go to polytechnics unlike my friends...hahaha no wonder korg sampai demam and mimpi2 semua...takut tk dpt masuk poly rupanye..hehe..niwae miss u all lah deh...k lah till next time yar smile alwayz!! (^^,)

Jenny's black papper
Wednesday, December 12, 2007


Back cover of our album "Welcome to the Black Pepper"
the front cover was posted by a bro of mine Hanif and the manager
of the band Miss Wardah.


Teman Istimewa

Teman Istimewa??

Senyumanya manis indah pandangan mata
Terasa nikmat di jiwa

Sentuhanya manja juga paras wajahnya
Ibarat Bidadari cinta
(Pre-chorus)
Sememangnya diri ini hanya bermimpi,
dirimu takkan pernah aku miliki
Walau hatiku selalu memanggil nama mu
Namun ku hanya mampu menatap wajahmu
(chorus)
Adakah ku bisa menjadi,bukan teman sahaja,
disini untuk selama-lamanya bersama si dia

Daku sungguh dahaga,ku ingin seteguk air cinta
Darinya,katakan aku bisa menjadikan dia...

"TEMAN ISTIMEWA"

Sejenak ku bersamanya hatiku berdebar
Ku ingin mendakap dirinya

Sehari tak bersama, ku rasa curiga,
mungkin ku telah jatuh cinta

(chorus 2)
katanya ku bisa menjadi,bukan teman sahaja,
disini tuk selama-lamanya selalu bersama

Tak lagi ku dahaga,di beri seteguk air cinta darinya
katanya aku bisa menjadikan dia......

Tuesday, December 11, 2007

Trip to JB

9th Dec 2007. Took a van to JB with couz, mission...buy shades and a cap!!! hahax...well atleast tht is fahruddin's and my target fr the trip...it is a one day trip..first stop was Angsana!!! a place to hv fun yeah!! so we had our breakfast at KFC again the cool zinger!!!(zinger Malaysia ada cheese tau!) hahax...and oh yah! theres no chees fries..boo hoo....but theres cheese wedges...ok lah...bleh tahan..prefer fries thn wedges...then go shopping...and bought a pair of sandals...unfortunately...I left it inside the van when I reached home..haizz...so sad...and yah!!! when I follow my mum to a brooch shop...there were so many beautiful shapes of it..how I wish to buy one for someone...I was absolutely shocked when my mum said ths "Dont you want to buy the brooch for her?" I was like "huh?mum...are u serious?" then I replied "ermm....sure why not?" then she replied "Is her birthday coming soon?" then I replied "nope it is on the............." (cn not tell lah whn is her brthday,hehe) the mum replied "oh....later then...u cn just come back to JB and buy for her later..." kwang3......is my mum serious? she looked so...ok then alhamdulillah bought the shades I wanted poor fahruddin missed his targert for shades...

Then to Jusco!!!! it was huge!!! I am confused as some people said tht it is Tebrau city,and some said it is Jusco..but I prefer it to be called Tebrau city as theres 3 Jusco in JB which Fahruddin has stated in his blog..Tebrau city is the Malaysian version for Vivo city here in S'pore it is roughly as big as Vivo!! full of crouds lah seh and guess wht?? my lil sis was given a gift from her fvrt dinosaur tht was a show from Barney,Baby bop n BJ!!!! she was extreamly estatic till dont want to move from her place..hiyoo...then it was dinner time!! at Permas Jaya at Selera Senibong Seafood!!! hahax nice name..hehe...but eventually the van rosak dh...so the driver suggest tht we "re-shopping" hahax...and we did!!! so there goes again the search for a cap..and too bad we cant find one...haizz....

And so...reached the restaurant the scenary is beautiful!! and guess wht?? theres starhub network in the restaurant!!! cool right?? I was very happy and glad ape lagi sms lah org singapura...mcm brpa tahun seh tk sms..padahal pagi2 dh msg dia tau..hehe...overall the trip was kinda dull...not as fun and exciting as IPT trip especially yg dlm bus tu..hehe...ARABIAH!!!! am gonna miss you!!!!

4th council camp
Saturday, December 8, 2007

4th council camp

4th council camp were organized by the 3rd Students' Council of MAI, it was not physically challenged as previous camp as it focus more on the inside tht is spiritually and mentally, yet some campers whining about having injuries..haizz...budak2 ni lembek lah seh!! 1st day was fun! ice breaking games were Whistle2 and Blanket. Blanket has flour involve so pity closety recieved rashes as she has dust allergy...kesianlah kawan baik aku..the flour was thrown to the person who got the wrong answer, no more details on tht game, whistle2!!! was tremendously fun!! got to kacau2 the campers hehe as they were blindfolded, took some pictures of them quitely hahax!! they were kinda cute!! especially comel!! hehe dh tembab dia...hahax...took comel's pic when she was blowing the whistle.... "UM" was really funny, I cant stop laughing looking at her..she was doing around the world with her whistle while waiting for the game to strt blindfolded,her pants was the best!! army style!!...hahax!! adik was the CUTEST!!!! sempat pose time blindfolded hehe...after ice breaking, the campers went for lecture which cost $300 plus..but it worth every single penny as Mr.T is really a good lecturer..hehe congrates!! hope u cn give a workshop fr MAI one day....while the campers were listening to lectures I went to downtown east for a while to buy a new blue rimless spec yeah!!!! hehe...The night Walk was not scary at all tht is for me as due to lack of time they had to enter the swamp in a group...

The 2nd day was challenging their feets!! hehe first they had a morning jog then played my most favourite activity tht is foosball...people say tht i played rough, but hey!! theres no contact with other players seh...is rembating a ball is kasar?? no right?? hiyoo...then there again it challenges their legs by cycling then "amazing race" after tht there BBQ for campers!! how fun cn it be right?? well we the organisors didnt manage to eat the BBQ foods boo hoo...well atleast we tasted it's chicken and crabmeat thts all...jadilah kan? oh yah n a hot dog..sedih seh..kte organize abeh kte org tk dpt mkn BBQ...haizz...

LAst day was terrific!! cheers pictures presentation all tht, it was fun as we really feel lyke home..tht is the venue was at MAI yeah!!! school sweet school haiz..am really going to miss MAI....kiez one minute of silience..........................................

kiez then dh tk tahu nk ckp pe..tgh sedih ah...going to leave all of my juniors and teachers..haizz...for some of u baru jek kenal2 lan..and get close..then me dh keluar dari camp...for yg anti me tu happy lah me kluar...tetapi...just to tell u sabda rasul saw "Tidak sempurnalah iman seseorg itu sekiranya dia tidak mengasihi saudaranya sepertimana dia mengasihi dirinya sendiri" so fhm2 lah...klau tk suka dgn seseorg itu bleh lah berdepan dgn dia dn luahkan isi hati dgn dia ape yg awk tk puas hati..jgnlah jadi org munafik ye..btw...agama kte larang benci membenci org dn yang terpenting sekali GURAU TU MEMANG BOLEH GURAU,TAPI KLAU SAMPAI MENYAKITKAN HATI ORG ITU DOSA NAMANYE...ah pasni mengumpatlah, squall ni lah squall tu lah..tahu tk sape yg mengumpat NNTI KAT AKHIRAT MAKAN BANGKAI SAUDARANYA??? ah klau tk mengumpat tuduh2 org yg dekni kasi info lah apelah...eh taubat lah deh!! perangai BURUK seh!!!

IPT trip
Friday, December 7, 2007

IPT TRIP

IPt trip was booooring.....hehe...as theres no other institution except UIAM tht attracts me in Malaysia...oh n of coz KUIS...which I had planned earlier this year to take diploma in islamic banking there..but my mum didnt give the permission to study overseas even at our neighbour ,Malaysia, haizz....1st day of the trip was quite ok...I thought the breakfast was sponsored by the school as it was a buffet, but am wrong bout tht when I saw some girls paying it..I was like "huh? wht's wth the payment??? " I took only a lil mee goreng if am not mistaken and seriously its a lil...end up paying RM2.50 plus a drink...through out the whole trip there must be nasi ayam..haizz...and seriously I think I hd gain weight just bcoz of ths trip!!! hmph!! better strt jogging and exercise Squall...hehe... went shopping only to buy ole-ole fr closety and adik...tht is at time square, I also bought Taufik's album (malaysian version) hehe...niwae Malaysia's KFC's zinger burger fr me is nicer than our local as it has cheese on it..stakat eh? hehe...the boys and I really enjoyed singing Jenny through out the trip hahax!! told u am sooo over Jenny hehe, I even create some bonding wth some of my juniors, more details on IPT trip on T.wardah's blog as we were at the same bus. I didnt upload the pics as it takes a lot of time to upload it since the size of 1 pic is kinda big ( camera baru n canggih lah katakan? hehe it has 8.1 megepixel cybershot) hehe, Instead of upload it, I burn it on a cd..so sape nk leh kirim ait? $2 each..hahax!!!






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