Diary of Classiq (its kinda long but please read)
Sunday, February 1, 2009
This is a story about a friend of mine, She told me this story, So I try to be her and express her feeling....try to read it..its kinda sad??
Dear Classiq,
Today is his birthday, am always hate when it comes to his birthday, not that I hate him or what, but I hate it coz maybe what I bought for him is just not the perfect gift, or he dont like it or he already have it. Even though he will always say like any other people say "It is the thought that matters" but we actually want it to be the best don't we? We want the person that we love most and care most to get the best gift from us. Am I right Classiq??
Well this year...am really dissapointed and sad...it turns out that I didnt get to meet him. Its his birthday and he really hope to meet me as he told me that his birthday wont complete without meeting me on that day...Isnt that sweet? he is a sweet guy tho...
Well it all happens like this. Yesterday he asked me if I can make it for breakfast before he go to work and I say I cant, as I got class. So he said that its ok as long as we meet each other tomorrow, and I truly hope we can meet. Well am glad and happy that am the 1st person to wish him HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! I asked my brother if its too sweet for a girl to wish a guy like tht..well the content of the text msg will be kept secret yar...hehe its between me, my bro and himself..hee...well I even called him to wish happy birthday live! I tried to be sweet as him? hehe..but only to know that his HP's time was 11.59pm!! ergh!! how dissapointed!! but then again he round it off just to make that am the 1st person to wish him..yeah! 2nd was his beloved sister tho and 3rd was well a girl who he had been waiting for, for 4 years...but he has stopped waiting for her because of some reason tht is his secret I can't tell..after wishing him I gave him time to reply all of his birthday wish from his friends..so I waited and waited till I fell asleep...he texted me tho asking me if am still awake but then again am sleeping so no one can disturb me hahax...well in the morning I text him but he didnt reply..I guess he is still asleep and that was 11am!! and later he told me that I didnt wish him good night during his birthday..ouw...am sooo sorry....am tired on that day...soooo sorry...I got to know tht the girl who he waited for 4 years accompany him till late night.around 3?? hmm....nemind its ok I guess??
He finally awake and ask me if I can make it for lunch with him...I wish i can!! but due to some reasons I can't make it...I had already return from my class and to go out again? obviously mum will question me...so I decide to wait after his work...and decide to go to his class to meet him there! he is going to attend class after his work...without telling him, I would like to make a surprise!!
The class start at 5pm and it is already 5pm!!...but am still at home!! I rushed out to meet my cousin to buy him a browniess at 5.15pm, he sure do like it!! and also rushed if I can make it to buy a gift for him too!! it was a prefect plan! I didnt tell him that I would come so when he knw tht I come with a brownie and a gift that would be tremendous!! and also a pizza which he has been graving for it! am soo happy and excited to had bring the pizza and the brownie for him...
Well I reached Tamp by 6.15pm and his class end at 6.30pm...I called him but engage, I called him to confirm that he is still there as wht i know at times his class end earlier...but he didnt ans my calls!! am sooooo dissapointed and afraid that I will not meet him, am also sooo damn mad he didnt pick up his mobile phone!!...i called and called again but no respond...6.40pm he called me
"Hey, I just finished my class...where are you?"
"Am at TM...I just arrived Tamp"
"oh no...why?? I cant meet after my class you knw..why didnt u tell me earlier?? I need to teach Why didnt u tell me ths is ur plan?"
"arm.....(I just can't say anythng...it hurts to hear from him that..) its ok thn.."
Then I just ended the call....I just dunno what to say...time just stop there....am really sad and dissapointed and am soooo angry with him!!!...all I want to do was to surprise him and make him happy..but I guess the perfect plan was not perfect isnt it?? we are sooo near...yet sooo far...Am at TM and he is at Sports hall....Am I at fault??.......well he make me felt relieve for a while...as he called me....but then am just soo angy with him! eventhough am tired I still rushed to buy him the brownies and meet him, so much for my surprise...but I surprised myself....
